{"product_id":"meant-to-be-gay-paperback","title":"Meant To Be Gay - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eTeresa Banschbach\u003c\/b\u003e (Editor), \u003cb\u003eLara Hale\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI found a little notebook, but it isn't the address book I was looking for. It's a... it's a journal. I kept a journal! I begin to read, and the first date goes back to less than three years ago-I read things that don't make sense. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eI love him so much! I don't think I could've survived what I did to my mom if it wasn't for him. He is always there for me and thank God for that.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI move a few pages down to a later date's entry and find more comments about a man. A man I supposedly love. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe therapist wants me to tell him about my past, but how exactly do you tell the man you love that your mother is dead because of you? How do I tell the man I love that the reason I refuse to call my dad is because of the shame and guilt I've been carrying around?\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI stop reading. So many questions are making my head hurt. What did I do that killed my mom? Who the hell is \u003ci\u003ehe? \u003c\/i\u003e Could it be Scotland? He often acts as if he loves me, but I still think he is keeping secrets from me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eWho can I trust after the accident that took my memory away? Is he really just my roommate? \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cb\u003eMeant to Be Gay is a gay story with mature content intended for 18+\u003cbr\u003eTW: This story mentions mental illness and suicide.\u003cb\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 198\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.42 x 7.99 x 5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e April 01, 2021\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48453235048669,"sku":"9798715254184","price":21.04,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0811\/9867\/8237\/files\/CsN9ywf-CH9798715254184.webp?v=1787889174","url":"https:\/\/handfulofbooks.com\/products\/meant-to-be-gay-paperback","provider":"Handful of Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}