{"product_id":"i-was-falling-apart-a-fathers-story-of-faith-fear-and-the-miracle-that-changed-everything-paperback","title":"I Was Falling Apart: A Father's Story of Faith, Fear, and the Miracle That Changed Everything - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eShaun Smit\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\"This is the worst night of my medical career.\"\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShaun Smit and his family arrived in America filled with the hope of a fresh start. But only two months after stepping off the plane, their new life shattered. His nineteen-year-old son, Jesse-a fit, disciplined competitive swimmer-was diagnosed with a massive, aggressive abdominal tumor the size of a saucepan.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat followed was a harrowing six-month battle against an \"impossible\" medical reality. While Jesse faced grueling chemotherapy and a life-altering surgery with the tenacity of an elite athlete, Shaun fought a private, parallel war.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn this raw and deeply personal memoir, Shaun Smit pulls back the curtain on the \"strong father\" archetype. He invites readers into the hospital corridors at 2:00 a.m., the parking lots where his faith buckled, and the dark living rooms where he wept in secret while clinging to worship songs on repeat.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eI Was Falling Apart\u003c\/strong\u003e is more than a story about surviving cancer; it is an honest exploration of: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eThe Tension of Faith: \u003c\/strong\u003e How belief and absolute terror can inhabit the same heart at the same time.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eA Father's Helplessness: \u003c\/strong\u003e The agony of watching a child suffer and the realization that staying present is sometimes the hardest-and most important-thing a parent can do.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eHidden Preparation: \u003c\/strong\u003e How years of \"unrelated\" discipline and quiet spiritual promptings were actually God's way of arming a family for their darkest valley.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eJesse didn't just survive; he thrived. But the road to that miracle was paved with tears, financial terror, and the kind of fear that never truly leaves.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you are currently in your own valley-scared, exhausted, and trying to believe-this book is for you. It is a reminder that you are not alone, that miracles are still possible, and that even when you are falling apart, there is a hope that holds fast.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 128\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.3 x 8.5 x 5.5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e April 23, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48261459411165,"sku":"9798235363533","price":17.26,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0811\/9867\/8237\/files\/v8tHpQ3I-n9798235363533.webp?v=1785076820","url":"https:\/\/handfulofbooks.com\/products\/i-was-falling-apart-a-fathers-story-of-faith-fear-and-the-miracle-that-changed-everything-paperback","provider":"Handful of Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}